Yes I am still alive I just had the craziest week possible. Starting with breaking my phone and losing all the contacts I had. Then I had a moving crisis...thank god I have some good friends who helped me move. In the middle of all this my sister visited me and I got a new phone :) then friday I was able to move into my new place...hello brooklyn! I moved my whole apartment into storage before my new apt was ready wearing my jeffrey campbell leopard pony hair wedges...the uhaul guys laughed at me saying I was wearing such a stylish outfit for moving but what they didnt know is they were the only shoes of mine I had in my posession. So in one week I lost half my life and gained it all back and then some. I learned alot about myself and life in general. The strength and power of one's own self is stronger than jealousy and envy. It takes more energy to hate someone than to love someone. Kill them with silence...and most important that nothing can stop me from making my dreams come true only myself. and remember what goes around comes around...you do bad things and bad karma will come.